Checking our hearts

     This article comes as a sign upon a road that is less traveled.  In this busy world, with all the warnings of storms approaching in the spiritual, the remnant is very busy in preparing for hard times.  We make sure our armor is on, we make sure we are prepared in the natural with food, shelter, and so on.  But as I was choosing music for my radio show I came upon a revelation.  It was a revelation so deep it brought me to tears.  So with this opening I will begin to try to put into words what the Lord was speaking and what I needed to hear.  Maybe what I needed to hear is what you need to hear.  For me it started in the early nineties when the Lord manifested my anointing to many in the churches at that time.  I was not a radio talk show host, but a jock on Christian radio.  Obviously my job was to play Christian music, give a little news and try to make the radio broadcast desirable for those to listen to.  The Lord gave me a talent for picking songs that would soon become very popular.  I would even speak with the band members and tell them which song people would like the best on their CD.  I thought this was just a natural gift, when in fact, it was an anointing and a spiritual gift from God.  I had this same gift even in secular music. 

     As I was picking  music for my radio show I felt all of a sudden my heart start to break as I listened to music that dated quite some time ago.  I checked myself to see if I was just an emotional wreck for the day.  I couldn't figure out why tears were welling up, all I knew was something was wrong.  I looked deep in my heart for the prick that was making me sad, but truth be known, I couldn't find a sadness.  Oh my gosh, what's wrong with me?!  I began to listen deeper and try to figure out what was taking place in my life at this time.  And as I began to listen to the soothing words of the musician playing worship unto God, I started to be instructed by the Lord what the problem was.  I hope those of you that have "ears to hear" will listen to these simple words. 

     As news and information of the impending judgment comes across my desk, my soul hurts for those that do not understand what is about to come upon them.  I do not understand wicked people.  I do not understand why this nation has become so against God and so against the Son of God who gave His life to save our people.  I am realizing more and more every day that unbelief is collecting and starting to take over this nation.  The enemy is moving in a full scale front line attack to our hearts.  And I realized through listening to some simple songs that my heart had been shot with poison from the enemy's arrows.  Oh I thought I was above this, and I thought my armor was fastened securely.  But how could this be a truth as tears welled in my eyes?  How could this be a truth when pain seized my heart?  How could this be a truth and I found no joy listening to the musicians notes as they played in my ears?  No, I realized I had been shot, I had been poisoned and I was on the path of deception.  I do understand as I write this, I am letting all walls down so that I may be transparent before all the people.  I realize the "religious-spirited" will thrust their way pushing the arrows deeper into my heart as they tell me, "Oh, I know all this, you're just now getting here?"  But I chance revealing this truth so those that are humble and walk in love will be able to learn and grow.  You see, the only way to get past the pain, the deception and the hurt is to have an anecdote.  This anecdote can not come from our whore-mongering pharmaceuticals, but it must come from the Divine.  It must come and be created from the same One that created us.  It must be administered to us by the One who knows where to inject it.  And there is only One anecdote that will take away this deep piercing and burdening pain that only grows with time.  This anecdote is what I feel most of the patriot remnant has forgot about.  It is the anecdote of HOPE.  It is the anecdote of OVERCOMING.  It is the anecdote of THE FATHER'S LOVE. 

     In our travels on the internet we have the fluffy-puffy Christians who talk about God's love.  We dismiss it because we don't like to listen to their fluff and puff.  We are above that.  We go to shows that tell us the truth of what storm is about to come.  The truth of terrorism.  The truth of government inside jobs.  The truth about impending doom.  We dismiss HOPE and do it without ever realizing that we have dismissed the anecdote to save us.  It is a deception the enemy is using and we don't even know it's happening.  As we realize the truth of the New World Order and the demise of the people of the Lord Jesus Christ, we begin to get a "mind-set" to fight in the natural and forget the dimension in which Christ resides.  We can talk about "fallen angels" (UFO's) and the dimension they're from, but yet, we speak of Jesus Christ as if He is one of us.  And if Jesus Christ, as the church portrays so vividly is one of us, our friend, our buddy, then I want to exclaim to you, "WE ARE DOOMED!"  In my findings of the Christ force, Jesus, Yeshua, The Lion of Judah, is NOT one of us.  He is a mysterious force of love who is the Savior of this hopeful, believing people that cry out His Name.  He is in a dimension in which we cannot obtain at this time.  But as the fire draws near to the earth's surface, we will see a shift in the dimensions of time and travel that will take us from one end of the bridge to the other.  The wild part of this truth is we will not visually see the bridge. 

     As tears ran down my face, I was sorrowful for the disease that I had let intrude my heart.  I had started to believe the lie that we can't win.  I had started to entertain fear as the New World Order is a crafty, luciferian source that will take life from the innocent.  But as my sorrow was filling up with self pity, the Lord soothed me with simple Words that He has a Father's Love.  And  a father, a true father, will never let harm come to His children.  Again, the words filled my heart, "Trust Me Ronnie, for I will not let you down, for I AM your Lord, I AM your protector, and Ronnie, I AM your Father".  These Words came as such a comfort to me and my heart pounded within my body.  So this is the Word that I feel the Lord is saying to all of us : In the midst of checking our preparations for the coming storms, have we taken the time to check our heart? Have we been infiltrated by the poisons and the deceptions of Lucifer himself? Is our heart as hard as the armor that we wear?  Are we so in to self-preservation that we forgot the whole purpose of Abraham willingly sacrificing Isaac?  Are we so angry at those blind and deaf religious leaders, patriots, Masons, and false followers that we don't take the time to pray for the Lord to save their soul?  Has our heart turned to rock?  Well I want to remind you that the rocks "cry out".  If our heart has hardened such that we are only thinking of ourselves, the fruit of this is we have been subjected to the poison.  We cling to our guns as the protector of our heart.  We reach for our gold as to think it will help.  We bury our food so no one will steal from us when yet, the example set before us was a man with a force that carried nothing. . . but love.  But unfortunately, our eyes stray farther every day from the scriptures and wander into the woods of information from the fear mongers.  I thought I was above this and have realized the enemy is slick.  As people have lined up for the false protection of a flu vaccine, have we too lined up for a false vaccine of "we can overcome this by ourselves?"  My answer is to repent and to be sorrowful for letting our hearts become hard.  If you have had a loss in joy, a smile has been stolen, and you can't even feed your Grandma, you have the poison.  If you have read this with the thoughts , this is not me, you have the poison.  Maybe these words will give new meaning to II Chronicles 7:14, "If My people, which are called by My Name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land." 

     I want to really emphasize the first word in this verse, and that word is "if".  Be blessed and hopefully, be softened.